I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF FEELING LIKE I'M NOT A DAMN PRIORITY. WILL YOU GROW UP AND CUT THE FUCKING UMBILICAL CORD. I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND. I'D LIKE TO SEE YOU MORE THAN TWICE A WEEK BEFORE YOU LEAVE FOR FUCKING WEST POINT, AND I CAN'T EVEN FUCKING TALK TO YOU FOR SEVEN FUCKING WEEKS. YOU CAN'T JUST FUCKING STAND ME UP, AND THEN TELL ME IT'S YOUR FAMILY'S FAULT, SAY "I love you," AND MAKE IT MAGICALLY BETTER. I JUST WANT TO SEE YOU BEFORE YOU LEAVE FOR TWO MONTHS AND I CAN'T EVEN CALL YOU. you told me you would see me today, so I kept the whole day free. Asshole. I really don't know how much more of this I can take.