So...I went to Warped Tour :) It was fun :) Although I'm red as a Radish. I spent most of it with Jason&Linda. I'm fairly certain that Linda is trying (really hard) to set me up with Jeremy. haha. She invited me to this party a while ago that I didn't end up going to. It was right after things with Flynn had gone to hell. She was sure to tell me Jeremy would be there... Welll at Warped a couple of days ago she made this comment "So I'm sorry you couldn't come to that party, but at least you're here with Jeremy now..." I was just thinking "Well, I'm not really here with Jeremy. I'm here with Nakisa." Then she kept awkwardly sticking us alone together. She and Jason just conveniently kept losing us. Later I was talking to her and she just out of nowhere asked "So, do you think you like Jeremy?" And I said "Uhh, Linda, I really don't know him. I've met him twice before. Once was at the Brewery, so it's not like we could talk a whole lot, and the other was at a graduation party." And I am not about to date someone I don't know fairly well first again. I feel like so much of the hurt that I felt from the end of the relationship with Flynn could have been avoided if I just waited and got to know him a little bit better. Although, thinking about it, I kind of could have seen it coming with Flynn I guess. I knew that relationship wasn't going to be a serious one. I know he was wrong for me in a lot of senses. But he made me feel good, and I had fun with him, we had a lot of the same hobbies, we had similar taste in music, and he understood the journalism thing, and I figured that well, we weren't really compatible, but I'm not looking for the guy that I'm gonna marry right now, I'm just looking to have fun. Flynn and I did that. I was okay with it ending, I suppose, but getting cheated on was just such a slap in the face. I never possibly imagined that someone that I cared about so little could hurt me that much. I know we're told to let people in, and that if we don't let ourselves care for people that we can never have a real relationship if we don't. But I think I'm fucking done with that. I'm not saying I'll never let anyone close to my heart again, but I'm definitely going to get to know them a lot better next time. I don't feel like I was too invested in the relationship, but I did trust him. And I shouldn't have. That is what it's going to be for me--I'm not going to give my trust to someone unless I know them better than I knew Flynn. Of course, of course, I saw Flynn at Warped. twice. He still won't look at me. He's still pretending I don't exist. He's pretending that he did nothing wrong. So...the best of what I saw: Reliant K Cobra Starship ORESKABAND Reel Big Fish Norma Jean The Horrorpops The Devil Wears Prada Say Anything Angels and Airwaves Alesana Gym Class Heroes ... yeah, it was a good day :)