I am in the process of sending Sam an e-mail, because I started crying listening to Army of Me's album "Citizen."

Irony is, I haven't listened to this album since about six months before I started dating Sam.

&I've forgiven you

It's all that I can do

It seems you have no choice when you love someone

The thing is though, he can forgive me. He can say he wants me back. We could get back together, and it would just end again, end the same way.

I'm the one in a normal college. I'm the one meeting men. I'm the one dating, though nothing serious.

I'm the one involving Tom, when he never asked for all this baggage I've hidden from him.

&I want you to know

You're whiter than snow