today's picture was of the raliegh charter high school nuns. we have guns. I am, to say the least, not a drama person. I can never say that I was. When I was a small child, I believe I was. But we all were. Every one of us. I feel like when we get older we lose things. I found myself today afraid to shout a chant for my team becuase no one else was. but when we were little, we would fight to be the loudest. We would imitate our big siblings, we would dance for complete strangers, we would lie, we would act in so many ways. but now that we're older we are so selfconscience it's depressing. You are a climber person. Actually you're probably not, but you were. so was I. we all were. we would climb on the furnature, climb trees, climb on our parents, climb to the highest bookshelf in our houses-so when did we lose it? why did we lose it? why do we lose so much? I'm mainly thinking about the self conscience thing. none of us were selfconscience as little babehs. but we grow up, and I'm starting to think it's a bad thing. we were all once a drama person and a climbing person and a genius and a writer and an artist and everything. and we still could be.