hmm. So. There's this kid. Flynn Norris. We seem to be somewhat involved. I'm happy about certain things. Not so much about others. I had to tell him to stop 3 different times. Because physically, he moves...quite fast. On our first date, your hands are not going in my bra. Simple as that. ... he's a bit forward. We had been...tickling earlier...which was really cute, actually...but he laughed at me because I'm freakishly ticklish. Specially round my sides. but when we started kissing... he grabbed my ass. I laughed. I didn't find it so hot. I just thought "haha, Flynn's hands are on my ass." So when I laughed, he said "what, you're ticklish on your ass too?" I just laughed out "sorry..." And he said, "don't apologize...I like that, it's kinky." o_o soooo he has a certain idea of me, clearly. Which I'm not so thrilled with. I'm really quite an innocent girl. And I don't really know what to do about this problem... And he smokes marijuana. Which I'm also not as happy about. That's something I'm never about to do. I mean, I met him at The Brewery back in the beginning of April So that alone is just a bit sketch... He was apparently at the Scary Kids Scaring Kids show I went to at the end of April. I didn't see him. Apparently he knows Powerspace or something so was chilling with them. And this is kinda shallow... but he wears girlpants. which...I don't know why, but it bothers me A LOT. I know it's quite mainstream now...especially within the scene... but I still can't find that attractive. Men should be manly, eh? But there's some good too. He wants to do journalism, and is probably the first person I've ever met who understands me when I talk about it with such passion. And the way he acts is ridiculously cute =) like... He didn't be all weird and ask to be "boyfriend&girlfriend" or that dumb shit, He just said "I want you to be mine" =) And later he was all like... "promise me one thing" And so I asked what, And he said, "promise me you'll be here waiting for me when I get back from Vermont..."[he's going to Vermont for 12 days in about a week] And when I simply said yes, he looked at me and said "promise me." ... cute =) Some other little lines. "how did I get so lucky" et cetera And other various clever speech. You know the drill. I just got off the phone with him. He's still ridiculously cute. He's at a movie with his dad, 'cause he has to work father's day, so he snuck to the bathroom to call me =) I, as I always do, gave a smartass response. When he said "sorry it's late, I just don't want you to think I forgot to call you" I said "thanks, but you don't have to call me every night...I'm not gonna freak out if you don't call me..." ... so I sound like a bitch. I always do. why aren't I a sweet person? Seriously, I'm quite surprised he's even interested in me. ... His birthday was May 3, I saw it on Facebook, and left a "happy birthday" on his wall. he replied with a "thanks beautiful" and I just had to be a smartass and say "I'm not going to lie, that made me laugh." Because I mean, At that point in time I had only met him ONCE. And we only talked for about a minute. so to say that did in fact make me laugh. out loud. ... He told me yesterday that after that comment I made, "I thought you weren't interested..." So apparently I'm very good at the whole coming off cold and snobby thing. Great. [/sarcasm] In conclusion, I'm a terrible girlfriend. ...which I've said about every relationship that I've ever been in. ... wow. Wow, this entry was overly honest. I'll probably end up making it private in a few days, ehh...