Listening to: Hurricanes game
Feeling: concerned
hm.
Kelly is confused and concerned right now.
I told my dad to go to hell two nights ago.
But my neighbor's father just killed himself.
I am mad at my dad
but I really don't want to be
becuase I am afraid to make him depressed
and I don't want that
I really don't want that
I told him I hated him
but I don't now
and I need to tell him that
I really do
but he grabbed me by the shoulders and yelled at me
It scared me
becuase when he grabbed my shoulders it hurt
and he has never done something like that before
I'm scared
and confused
and just plain sad..
steve
Lil Bro
Steve
and I don't have a date to my winter formal eaither. but mines not till febuary I think...