I like Sitdiary even though I rarely update. even though no one from Sterling still reads it, I'm glad I have it I like to think it was artsy. the christmas tree. yay. I want something. Is it wrong to want it? I mean It's human to want. I don't know I wrote a really long private entry last night. It showed up on the front page of SD for a while A few minutes later I checked the front and there was another private entry right above mine I didn't realize it was private at the time so I apologize to the author but this person posted some specifics of their problem and it made me feel so not alone. becuase this person was going through the exact same thing as I was. exact like no differences and I felt so awesome It made me realize why I write in this thing I write to know I'm not alone and truly I'm not alone It made me feel wonderful there's not a single problem in the entire world that someone else isn't going through saying no one understands me isn't true someone does understand you no matter what is going on in your life you may not know them but someone understands the person who understands me just happens to have a sitdiary so thank you Scott who seems to be disappointed in the fact that not many people get on anymore this still means a lot to me.