sometimes i honestly dont understand why kelly puts up withh all my shit. we've been going out for 7 months, which really isnt all that long, but he's my best friend. ive already almost lost him once. he broke up w/me and came crawling back like 32 hours later...lol it was great. After my history with members of the male gender i guess its about time i finally got a decent one. he puts up with so much shit of mine...i cant seem to let him live it donw that he broke my heart once, and i dont know why i cant let it go. im still scared to get mad at him...i always afraid ill lose him again. some of my friends say all they every see is us fight, and they dont understand why i put myslef through it, because im the strong one...im the independent one. but he puts up with my crap...my short temper, my jealousy...everything. i dont know why he does it...maybe ill show him this one entry...he doesnt know i have this diary...lol...maybe ill keep it my lil secret...wow...so many emotions, so little time! leave a comment! i luv em! lol peace!