what the hell am i doing? who do i think i am? i've met this guy, bryan, and he's seriously one of the nicest guys in the world...i think i like him, but im not sure. we dont really have anything in common. hes the polar opposite of me. i really want to be friends with him, maybe some day more, but i dont know! we went to easton and just sat and watched the fountain and it was really nice. yesterday i was at his house and we watched mallrats...hes an awesome person...but hes seriously not like anyone ive ever dated. my group of friends is so preppy theres no way he'd fit in. theres another guy, also named bryan, who i havent even met yet...he seems nice enough and we have tons of stuff in common.hes a hopeless romantic like me....so thats a plus. hes an absolute sweet heart. i really dont want to have the two feel like they're competing for me, bc face it, im not worth the trouble. but i really dont know what to do or to think. like i said, ive never even met tho one guy, but we've talked online and the phone a few times...hes supposed to come up from cinci on friday to see me...he goes to capital...its a 2 hour drive to see me and i dont know if i even like him. im getting depressed...i can feel it deep inside...ever since kelly dumped me 3 months ago, ive been surrounded by guy aftet guy and its very over whelming...but with both guys, im completely myself...i dont have to put on an act or a play, and they both want to be with me, for reasons im not sure about... i feel so bad...i hate hurting people, and im known for being very open, but right now, im terrified. im scared im going to loose one guy as a friend, at the least, and im afriad of missing out on something that might be really good for me...i dont know what to do...im gonna go cry some more...