ok, so i was supposed to go dancing with the girlies last night, but that didnt happen. i go over to corts, and we're both ready to go when andi finally calls us back and tells us shes at home because shes leaving for cancun in the morning (AKA today). so cort and i drive to the continent, cant find whatever is going on there, go to longstreet and the line is insanely long, go to oldskool and its senior crawl, so we just go home. im almost home when B calls me. he says he wants me to come over since i didnt go clubbing. so i go and visit Dick, whos working 3rd at kroger, then go to Bs. to make a long story short, i ended up spending the night there and ended up only getting 4 hours of sleep because he had to work at 10, sucks for him. last night made me realize how much i think i want to loose it. im the last of my friends. and after last night i know how much i want it. i dont know what b thinks about the whole situation, i dont know what to make of it. i cant believe how much i trust him. its so unlike me to trust a guy. hes different. i guess only time will tell.