so i feel like a sack of shit right now. my skin fucking aches...sigh...goddamn heredity and shit... o well..not too much to say right now... i was informed ONCE again at work that i cant take compliments very well. so kelly keeps texting me and he thinks hes so badass because he's high... chris just called. i picked it up, and he hung up. hes drunk. he always calls me drunk and hes not used to me picking up... thats a sign that Loren should be in bed!! so i dont really think ill get to talk to tony as much anymore. he's all gunho about school and stuff. but he really does need to bring up his gpa. he can do it. i have faith in him. i just hope i dont get in the way. because i wont let myself stand in his way of achieving what hes worked so hard for. ok..good night lol...i is muy tired!!