ok, so yea, for now, this is friends only, but i may change it if people grow up. see, i got this diary to get my inner thoughts out, because if you keep them in, it gets ugly. and ive learned this and its no fun. so i got a diary. never did i think that someone, who i know, though they barely know me, would ducking yell at me for trying to get over the loss of the only best friend i had. i would love to have this be public again, but im sorry, people are just entirely too insensitive and immature to deal with MY thoughts through MY head.