my cousin took the baby over so my grandma could see him. mom says it looks jsut like him. hes not going to marry her or anything, but he says he will definately be a part of his sons life. im proud of him. i think im one of the few. was talking to one of tonys friends. one i talk to a lot. and basically everyone thinks i am a huge bitch. thats ok. i am one. but some of it i believe to be unmerited. oh well. not really willing to confront the people who believe this. last week i was in a huge depression. i was so scared. i couldnt cheer up, i couldnt even manage to fake smiles to B. Frank, b's dad came in the store and got really worried about me. i cant sleep anymore. im really stressed about work. my managers an asshole. im quitting. after 5 years, im leaving. im going to call daycares and see what they pay, and if its not enough, ill probably try to get hired by the new bag o nails down the street. everyone says id make a killing there and id like it. just saying im quitting made some of the stress go away. im tired of peoples bullshit. i saw michelle about a week ago. theres no friendship there anymore. at all. oh well. fuck it. ive lost friends before.