ok where to start....so chris and louie (tonys friends) came into town tonight, and louie brought along his girlfriend which was fine with me and all, but shes another topic all together. so we're startingt o drink and i have a smirnoff and michelle has some of her boones. then michelle and i decide to go down and hear a band play at Scarlet and Grey, so we leave at like...11:15 and come back around 1:30. so we're walking back and call chris to come down and let us in. he comes down and he informs me that louie and his girlfriend are having sex on tonys bed. thought 1: Tony had better have clean sheets. thought 2: That is easily the most raunchy, rude, inconsiderate, nastiest thing i have ever heard. so i go up there and trust me...everyone knows im not happy at all. so theyre all like "we're washing the sheets!! we're washing them!!" it not even the sheets that bother me...its not the dirtiness of the bed that bothers me (even though there is no way id sleep in the bed if there werent clean sheets). i dont care about the sheets. what pisses me off is the fact that the act was done. i could NEVER go to a friends and do anything like that on their bed...ESPECIALLY when they're going to be sleeping there later. Its like i said before, rude raunchy, and just plain nasty. so tony finaly comes and talk to me...around.....i think 3 this morning. prety much he sits there and tells me that he didnt see a problem with it, since he needed to wash the sheets any ways, again...with the whole cleanliness issue...IDONTCARE!!! so i ask him...if we went to visit one of his friends would he be okay with me and him doing shit in his friends bed. he didnt really say anything. so he gets upset because he is convinced im mad at him..why the HELL would i be mad at him? he didnt do anything wrong! so he looks at me and is like...i have to get out..so he goes in his room and louie comes out and again apologizes and he like...tonys drunk and hes in there doing massive shots right now...so i look at michelle and shes knows what im thinking...hes drinking his problems away...so tony gets his laundry and leaves...so i get really upset and go to his room and just break down... michelle knows i dont cry but i was having flashbacks of my childhood and i was so upset...i wasnt mad..AT ALL...i was incredibly worried...so michelle and chris went back to her dorm and i waited on the couch for tony. so i fell asleep with my phone in my hand, waiting for him to come back. im not sure what time he came back, but i felt him touch my hair and go into his room. so yea, i get up at 1pm, change, and go in and kiss tony and tell him im leaving.sooo thats where that ends. so yea, me and meehs got back form scarlet and grey at 1:30, and my dad was like...i dont care what time you get back, just call my cell. so at 9:30 this morning he calls me because work wanted me to come in early (hell no) and he was like...im not happy. so come home after work and we'll talk. so now my dads mad at me for not doing anything wrong really and i probably wont get to see tony tonight and that really makes me mad because we need to talk and i need to see him... sleeping alone when your boyfriend is in the next room is the worst feeling EVER.