so i was talking to my mom tonight, because i got a bed...yes...finally..i got a bed. thats not important where was i....o...so i was talking to my mom, and she was telling me how she had a patient that had a miscarriage. and we got to talking about it and she was like... do you remember my miscarriage? WHOAOHMYGODHOLDTHEFUCKUPWHATDIDYOUSAY? she was all calm and was like, o you knew about it......UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM no i definately didnt. talk about a mind fuck. i guess my mom had a miscarriage after she got pregnant by my stepdad, shortly after their marriage. all i remember from that period on my life is the vision of my dog running around my backyard and the big black voodoo lady (another story, another day) what else have i forgotten? My moms mentioned so many things about ym past that i honestly cannot remember for the life of me... thats so scary...especially with my past..so yea...my minds going a mile a minute right now..im gonna go... i SERIOUSLY hope i havent blocked anything....ummm...bad..ill leave it at that.