it feels like ians been gone for weeks. he doesnt come back until sometime on the 28th. im absolutely pathetic. maybe i like him more than i thought?? i hope he'shaving fun in hawaii tho. i ripped sean a new asshole last night. it was so much fun and so relieving. im not really that depressed anymore, but im still kinda bummed. we used to be really good friends...or so i thought. went to krome last night. (its a club in columbus) it was teen night so i felt like chester the molester there lol, but my friend isnt even 17 yet. but it was sooo hot in there. i saw a ton of people i know. i had to have my one friend, david, get this one guy away from me. it was pretty funny. i danced with kevin alot, i was so suprised to see him. he wants to know where i learned to shake my ass like that. we went outside together and when we were alone he told me he always thought i was pretty but didnt say anything because of kelly. it was really sweet and all, but he's kevin and i have ian. kevin knows ian and dexter (ians friend)from middle school and i thought that was pretty cool. ummmm...i worked today and it sucked, i really hate kroger. i can honestly say that too. ive worked there for WAY too damn long. i think i want to go find a job at a daycare. if i wanna be a teacher i should start to get some experience with the younguns dontchya think?? thats all for now...i have to go clean my pit of a room... o yea...how do you post pictures on here??