it all started on the 7th...well...technically the 8th. anyways. some friends (friends that went : me, michelle, ryan, boomer, nick, sean, and phil)and i decided to go tping. to make this part of the story short, we hit one of my best friends w/200 rolls, and as im turning the key in my ignition, phil sets off smoke bombs. we're yelling at him not to, but he does. cops across my friends neighborhood smell the smoke, and drive over. so yea, we got caught. lol it was great. in the end, the girls parents come out laughing, saying that i was always the good one. we go wake up my friend and then clean. (only 4 of us cleaned. sean and ryan called someone to pick them up and nick ran like 3 miles home in like 15 minutes...funny stuff) by now, its 5 am and none of us are tired, but we're all really hungry, so we go to tim hortons and get coffe and hot chocolate. phil invites us to just come over to his house. this whole time my dad thinks im at my moms house and michelles parents think shes at mine, but my mom knew where we were and all that. so we go to phils house and boomer lays on one side of me w/sean on the other. michelle and phil take the couch. well sean and i have been friends since freshman year. i can tell him everything. the night b4 (the 6th) we hung out at a party and there was alot of "tension" and i ended up getting a kiss at the end of the night. the next night, on the way to tp, i asked nick if sean liked me and he said yes. so i figured i was safe. but while at phils, sean and i...well...we started making out and...stuff...not sex...but more than just making out. lol. then phil called me off work, pretensding to be my dad and we all went out for food and to swim. now fast forward to last night. my graduation party. sean didnt show up, but ian did. ian is the guy i went to prom w/on may 29th as a blind date. we ended up REALLY hitting it off. i was his "date" to his friends grad party, then memorial day we went to the zoo (where his battery died bc he left the lights on) then we went to the movies (where his car got broken into...lol...im one hell of a date let me tell you) i was at his grad party til 5 am, we were just talking. he's the kind of guy that cant call someone everyday or see them everyday...im knda like that, but im still not to sure about him. i mean im his longest "relationship" which is 15 days as of today...lolWhat do u guys think?? anyways. after my grad party, me ian, and my friend andrea went to see stepford wives, funny movie but wouldnt see it again, and when i got home and looked at my phone, kate had called me 6 times. so i call her back and it turns out the sean, my so called friend, and someone who liked me o-so-much, decided to tell a huge group of like 10 ppl what all we did IN DETAIL. this is why i feel betrayed, used, and embarassed. i had 2 ppl tell me that he liked me, and then he does this. im crushed. i told one friend im going lesbian, but i guess i still have ian...maybe. he's leaving for hawaii for 2 weeks at 3 tomorrow morning. im so damn confused and dont know what to think or do...im so tired of being hurt and walked on. sorry, i know this is really long, but if uve read this much, ur a trooper!