its a saturday night, and once again i am sitting at home alone. omg i have no life. LOL spent friday night w/my mom and my grandma and grandpa...lol. my gpa's so cute...he was looking at the newspaper, at the obituary section...lol...and he's all like, "omg, they did it again...they all died in alphabetical order..." LOL it was so funny...we're not sure if he was being serious or not... ian turned into such an ass...not such if i cleared that up yet...just some of the things hes said and done. i deserve better. ive been talking to brad alot lately, the suv guy from my road trip, (prev. entry) hes a cool guy and all, but hes like an hour away... mom calls me last night and tells me she got some guys # from work for me...lol...go mom...he seems really nice. mom finally got to see my shy side come out, lol, proved her wrong...she told him i was bold and outgoing...LOL..not at first. i keep meeting all of these guys but i cant help but to feel incredibly lonely...*sigh* but yea...moms bf broke up w/her. i know it sounds bad but im glad. i NEVER saw her, and she only knew him for 2 months and she was thinking about moving in w/him, when im supposed to move in w/her at the end of the summer for college. she just jumped into the whole relationship way too fast i guess... idk...im really tired of typing... ANTHONY!!! GET YOUR ASS ONLINE, UPDATE YOUR JOURNAL AND SLAP MY ASS DAMNIT!! lol...jk hun u know i love ya...