IMMMMMAAAA BITCH!!

by lnm130
Feeling: abnormal
im turning into such a bitch...i can feel it. um yea. i got mad at meesh today. for not talking to me online. and she was talking to chris and not me...ummm jealous much?!?! sometimes i just wish that it could be senior year again and everything would be back the way it was. just little things are setting me off lately, like within the last week. stress maybe. i dont know. im just....in my mood. where no matter what anyone says, ill be pissed. ill bitch. and no...its not pms. sometimes i think itd be easier on everyone if id never been born at all. the only person who really understands me in the mood im in is meesh, and i just went off on her about the gayest shit EVERDAMNIT! I SUCK!! i think i need medication...im just unhappy with myself and im unhappy in general right now. theres only one thing that brings me complete happiness, and i wont let him see me face-to-face like this... itd upset him too much... the only thing thats getting me through today, is knowing that ill see him tomorrow. ill update later...maybe...
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it's ok to be a bitch. i am
::slaps ass:: Cheer up, you aren't abnormal. You saw me get all pissed off at chris for no real good reason. It just happens ever now and then. And if I saw you in one of your moods it wouldn't upset me that much, I know that you aren't like that all the time. I would wait patiently till you are back to your self.
"I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then
maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day
when I can't bear these nights of thoughts
of going on without you
this mood of yours is temporary
it seems worth the wait
to see your smile again" ....It's more than worth the wait to see you smile again. ; )
Yeah you did you fat bastard, next time you do it too ima throw you threw a wall! NO WORRIES L YOULL GET OVER IT, just take a nap, and get drunk more, and have raunchey sex with tony ;-) BWAH! or just talk to me since im totaly awesome itll rub off on you and youll be cool. LAWLERVISION!!
[Anonymous]
i was doin pushups saterday and my hand got sore (or at least i noticed it again) and its stil sore. I RULE!
[Anonymous]
omg. i am SO pathetic lol. last night...i got drunk for the first time. it was great. only bad thing was i was home by myself...but omg was i drunk.

i dropped something on the floor, bent down to pick it up and smacked my face on my desk...this happened twice.

LOLOLOLOOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOOLOLOL your awesome!
[Anonymous]
hahaha yeah i had a whole lot of fun!! and my appetite is getting better, it's like..off and on now. but whatever i don't feel like...sick anymore so that's okay. ..oh and i know how it feels when you feel like you've been a bitch latley. i'm kind of going through that too. i think it's just stress though too.