so its 12:35am on thanksgiving, and hopefully in a little over 9 hours i'll be leaving for dinner at tonys. its a 2 hour drive, and its supposed to snow, so my dads freaking out, thats why i said hopefully. um so yea, this past weekend was fun. many good highlights, but im too lazy to write them all out, so just look at chris' diary. soooooooo yea...... its my birthdays tomorrow....woohoo? its strange because this year i really dont care at all. im usually really excited. so ill be 19, and ill be able to do everything i can right now. only plus if you ask me is the fact that im only 2 years away from the "Big One" hahaha...now THAT will be a night to remember. i think my moms picking me up some smirnoff...hahaha...you know, its pretty bad when my mom asks me where to go to buy liquor and i dont drink that much...o well im actually kinda tired/depressed/blah right now...thats prolly because ive accomplished jackshit today. its all good. i took a 3 hour nap with my puppy earlier. too bad shes not housebroken, or id let her sleep in my room at night. shes good st keeping me warm... ::sigh:: weeknights never end when, in the back of your mind, you know that in the coming weekend you'll have someone to snuggle close with... not this weekend tho...tonys home in cinci..soooooo i wont see him on my bday... tony, thats a definate guilt trip...but not a serious one because im not excited...