all my friends leave this week. its really depressing. im sure it wouldnt be nearly as bad if i were moving away too, because now i look around at all the familiar places with unfamiliar faces and remember the days and times my friends and i shared. i guess i kinda re-invented myself this summer. im not the person everyone wants me to be. im me...im the person i want to be. ive grown apart from a few of my friends, but a few i have grown closer to and ive made a ton more. i sont know why im really writing this. bbut its really depressing. i saw one of the people i grew apart from while i was at work today, and he leaves for xavier tomorrow. i saw ians mom and he left like 2 days ago. my friend jacqui left on the 15th i think. its happening to fast and it needs to stop. today was a huge reality check for me i guess...