im soooooo incredibly tired and grouchy...today wore me the fuck out yo. so my dads a douche bag...officially. mom and i found a apartment, i tell dad, and he flips out bc i may have to help w.rent and he's paying for my shit (which i DID NOT, repeat, DID NOT, ask for) he says he's feeling used and i guess in a way i can understand that... but now he wants to sit down and tal to my mom bc he has reserves or whatever the hell he called them...HELLO?!?! IM FUCKING 18 ALMOST 19 AND IM MOVING OUT, WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT DUMBASS!!! i feel better now... you'd think he'd want to get rid of me. he treats me like a piece of furniture. sure, he provides for me and whatnot, but he doesnt really give a shit. he makes me call him and tell him where i am and who im with and when ill be home and he tells me i cant go places bc hes heard bad things (i go anyways...), yet the nights he doesnt have my little brother, there are times when he doesnt come home at all... i get stressed whenever i think about it. going camping w.cort this weekend...idk if i really wanna go, but o well...already told her i would.