I seriously spent the whole weekend at Tonys. I have been completely swept off my feet by him. It's really going to suck...sleeping alone tonight. I already miss the feeling of him trailing his hand down my side. i am in love with the way my hand feels in his. i could live over there. i never want to leave. i love just layin in bed with him, not worrying about how i look or what he's thinking. i dont worry about being treated like a piece of meat. his suitemates kick ass. well...all but one, but we wont't discuss him. i hung out with tony and four of his suitmates on friday night. we just watched a movie, had a few drinks, and ordered some pizza. lol i went to the bathroom, and i was sittin there doin my thing in my stall, and one of his suitmates walks in and starts doin his business. lol im washing my hands and he comes out of the stall. lemme tell ya the look on his face was priceless. **HOLY SHIT THERES A GIRL IN HERE** but yea...nothing is better in the whole world than being able to cuddle up next to someone you are completely taken by...not just one night, but two nights in a row...