bestest bday

Listening to: avril
Feeling: trapped
so yea, thanksgiving was really fun, drove to tonys, met his family (his o-so-cute nephew)and his gma and aunts and uncles and people...hahaha...very much so fun. drove all the way home and picked michelle up. went to moms, watched elf, went to bed. got up at 5, left by 5:15, went shopping. wow...bought sooooo much stuff it wasnt funny. all the while meesh is talking to chris and tony, tonys shopping for my bday (on my bday...classy ;))and we're eating at my moms, and the doorbell rings. theres been this really creepy guy that came to our apt the other night, so i told michelle to sit tight and i look out the door and there stands chris. well he was delivering my bday present. he comes in carrying this ratty box and starts pulling out all this junk...like an old boot, fish food, old beer bong tube, just CRAP. then hes like "i have something else but its in my car..." so we're walking out to his car and im laughing so hard im crying and im thinking "tonys here" but when i saw the car, he wasnt there...chris goes "its in the trunk" my thought: omg..he out tony in the trunk... he opens the trunk and there lays tony...so im in complete shock and for once in my life im completely speechless. so we go back inside and i get my present, a teddy bear and a necklace. its seriously gorgeous. so we chill in my room, mom brings chinese home for dinner, went to my gmas, watched elf, watched tonys eyes slow swell up...hes allergic to dogs, cats, and smoke...we have a dog, a large cat, and 2 smokers...i felt bad. so tell me why michelle got pissed because he was having an allegic reaction and had to leave??? like he could help it...one of the many things that kinda angered me that night told tony i would go to a movie with him tonight, after i saw rach. was with rach and people called and were gathering. so i asked if it was ok w.tony if i pushed back the movie time a little, since i hadnt seen them since graduation. so i get to andys house (charlies brother, my ex...if yall dont remember) and dad calls and yells at me for wanting to go to a 10:35 movie and working at 10am... sooo here i am...feeling REALLY bad bc tonys at his dorm all alone (literally), and i wont get to see him til monday... i could cry...i feel REALLY REALLY bad... so chris and michelle are together now...shes my best bud and chris is tonys best bud. i see nothing but trouble coming out of this, but o well...one phrase sums it all up i guess "It goes on." doesnt help im upset with her...i guess i should be happy? i dont know...right now i dont care she was smooking right in front of tony, got pissed at him for having an allergic reaction...left all her shit for me to deal with...chain smoked in my house, and i understand that my mom smokes, but its not nearly as heavy as hers and i CLEARLY let her know how much it bothered me...i have a goddamned smoke-scum ring on the windows in my goddamn car. thats nasty. my car was trashed...and ill have to clean that...i had to put all her shit away last night...even my mom said something about her and her attitude and stuff. its pretty bad when i wake up sick from the smoke and im not allergic to it. well, from now on theres no smoking in my car...or my house. my mom starts the patch on friday. but yea, overall a superb weekend...just kinda sucks now because i feel like ive lost one of my good friends to my best friend, im kinda upset with my best friend, and i miss my boyfriend terribly and feel entirely horrible for wating his time coming up here early and all...
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I'm happy you had a good thanksgiving and a pretty good birthday. and i'm sorry about what happened with your friend and tony. it'll get better though. i know how the smoking thing is though. my mom and dad are both smokers and i wake up sick just about every day from it.

oh PS ...happy late birthday haha :)