so yea, this weekend wasnt really the best, but it definately wasn't too bad. i think everyones getting kind of bored with our weekends. for the last month, thats all we've done. is stay in the dorm and drink and be merry. but yea, i didnt drink anything this weekend at all. friday i just didnt feel well and last night i just didnt feel like it. i mean, all we did this weekend was sit around and watch south park forever...and i really dont like that show much...so most of the time, i was pretty bored/tired/sick/frustrated. so yea. im getting to be REALLY good friends with tonys suitemate, justin. tony got kind of jealous, and i feel bad, but justins just the funniest guy in the world and always knows what to say. thats mostly because he's gay. justin came in friday night...well..saturday morning, and saw me just laying there...he looked at me and said he wouldnt let me go to sleep, so we went to the next floor up and hung out in someone elses room. i tried to get tonys attention when i was leaving, but he was too engrossed in his video game...annoying yes, but typical guy. so we went into this other room, and we had MANY interesting conversations and played a few games...it was fun... i went shopping this weekend too, never been shopping with 2 gay guys, but it was so fun. i bought a shirt from XX1, sweatpants from a thrift store, and i got red angel wings from hot topic for halloween. now i just need a slutty black shirt or something hahaha. i think i have to accept that sometimes tony says things, and he means them a lot different than how they come out. he's also a lot more touchy feely than anyone ive ever dated..and i dont think he knows my signals yet, like most of my friends do. Im wierd i guess. i like my space. but then again, tony was laying on the couch they have up high for "stadium seating" (they ARE boys...9 of them...all in one dorm) and id lay my head on his chest and just talk to him for a minute. maybe im just too picky. either a guy doesnt pay enough attention to me, or its too much. maybe with me, there is no happy median? i really am a bad girlfriend. tony and i were talking and we've never actually been on a true date. we went to a mall once but that was about it. we need more me and him time. we went shopping at target this weekend and for me it was one of the best parts. so i worked 10-6 today. i ran the floor and all went well until i started shaking and felt really sick. then we figured out it was because it was 3, and i hadnt had a break at all...but thats how shit goes when your on floor. it expected...so then josh came in, and we were both on floor, so my manager recruited me to sell candy bars for charity. so i spent the last hour and a half sitting on my ass talking to people. i sold like...70 some odd candy bars tho... so now im home, i feel like a bad girl friend, again, im cold, and kinda saddish, but kinda happyish...so its 8, and i have homework to do....so until next time, slap my ass!!