i dont know if thats how i really feel or not, but generous and giving aren't in the feelings menu thingy...yes, thats the technical name for that...the feelings menu thingy. the reason i feel like this is because i just spent $20 on a little girl i dont even know. never met her. i went into build-a-bear and vuilt her a bear...it was so much fun. all the seniors...or those who want to...buy a gift for a little boy or little girl, from a certain age group. then they bring 100 little kids from downtown to my school, and we have a Christmas party for them. Sometimes, this is the only gift the children receive. this gave me such a feeling of gratitude for what i have. i am so damn lucky compared many people. Sometimes, as does everyone whether they admit it or not, we take it for granted. it makes me feel soooooo awesome that i can do somethng so little to make someones holiday so much better. i guess thats all for now...