I’m absolutely terrified for falling for him. I’m so scared of getting hurt, but I love how things are right now. He still won’t tell me why he’s scared, but at least he knows I’m scared too now. I’ve been with him for the last few days, besides coming home to sleep, going to work, and going to class. I mean, I’m sitting here, missing him, and I saw him not even 5 hours ago. Just the way he treats me when we’re together. He doesn’t treat me like a piece of meat, or like I’m dumb, or even though I’m younger than him, that I’m immature. He’s gentle, and I’m just so scared. I’m hoping this isn’t just some rebound he’s pulling. I want to talk to him about it, I just don’t know how to bring it up. He’s an awesome cook too. Wow the dinners he’s made for me. I get along with his friends too, some of whom I work with, so it’s cool. I’ve just got so many thoughts going through my head right now. I just talked to Jamie about all this, and now I'm crying, but I don't know why.