ok i give myself 4 minutes to write my 2nd entry of the day bc i ha ve homework to do. been thinking a lot a ton anyways ...oh shit my song just came on the radio...it is now my friend..."I LIKE BIG BUTTSSSSSS!!!!!!!" my theme song for life...short girl cursed w.big boobs and one hell of a big ass... yea so ive been thinking...LOL about this whole teaching thing... what if i fail and become one of those teachers that the kids HATE?!? what if i just suck period?? what if ive made the wrong choice and im not meant to be a teacher...i so afriad of failing... yea realized today that being a commuter for school REALLY DOES SUCK ASS. i hate how everyone has their little groups of friends..whats the word........ummm....CLIQUES!!!!! i think i spelled that right...and if your a commuter, its like impossible for you to join in. and i know sometime while im at ODU im gonna be living on campus...so how the hell do i fit in?? everyones already got their friends... dont get me wrong i know ive got friends...we're just not as close...i miss meesh :'( <~~thats a real tear...GODDAMNIT everytime i talk about her being on campus i get teary...ugh...such a wuss... any ways...my quote of the day from work: *snapping fingers* "umm umm umm umm JOHN!! oh...richard...sorry" idk any of the new baggers names...but we have like 5 johns, so i figured id be safe to just call him john...lol silly me!! yea...I AM 3 MINUTES OFF SCHEDULE!!!!