Listening to: my sneezing
Feeling: so-so
Got home today...a good while ago actually. but yea...here are a few things i learned camping:
1. ferrets aren't that bad
2. Dont go 86 in a 65 on a holiday weekend. you WILL get pulled over
3. Litte boat + big ass waves = tons of fun but sore asses the next day
4. sun + redhead = ooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
but yea. i doubt that i will ever go swimming with my friends any more. (yea, tony, you'll get mad at me for this paragraph) i just feel horrible about myself. thats all there is to it. i have this horrible image of myself that i cant get rid of. i probably wont go shopping with my mom as much anymore.
im a latino stuck in an irish girls body.
i wish i could see what everyone else sees, and not see a fatass staring back from the mirror.
she knows how sensitive i am about my weight, and today she just went on and on about how shes lost weight and none of her pants fit, and when we were in the dressing room, i was stuck between her, who was all excited thst she was a size 3, and then there was another girl who was mad she was a size 3.
i dont get it.
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