its really Jan. 1, but thats ok... just got home from a badass party. walked into the basement, and there was a kid who i havent seen for 4 yrs, i was in complete shock, he lives in alabama. i finally got to kiss someone at midnight!! i was sooo excited...always wanted to do that!! my friend katie and i got to talking about a girl we went to school with in eight grade, and she showed up at the party! she's 6 months pregnant with her bfs baby, so thats kinda sad. im not suprised tho. she told me about some of her "experiences" in 8th grade. kelly went to sit down on the couch next to me, tripped over someone on the floor, and smacked me in the face w/his elbow. it was eight below my right temple too, so i had a massive headache and was really dizzy for half an hour. kelly drank w/me around, and it kinda upset me, just bc he knows how i am with that kind of stuf, and he promised hed never do it again. i kept smelling the alcohol on his breath. it made me sooo sick to my stomach that i made him eat some chips. the smell brought back too many painful memories. is that odd...that i dont drink, smoke, or have sex?? is it odd that im so opposed to drinking that i would get angry w/kelly?? im wondering if im being irrational here or not...