so we actually made it to 6 months, brian and i. i find that amazing, looking back at what we've been through. and yet, looking back over the year at what we've been through, im not suprised at all. new years was awesome. for the first time in MONTHS i got completely obliterated. it was the damn cherry bomb robin gave me. im not built to party, i suppose. i ended up sick at the end of the night, Brian helped me walk out to his car and into his place. when i got dressed earlier that night, i didnt think about the possibility of getting that drunk. so there i go wearing the 4 inch stilletos that i was told not to wear by my foot doctor. oh well. i got a late christmas present from my aunt jill and uncle john. apparently, my aunt jill thought i was 21 because i got a huge bottle of champagne. my dad let me keep it though, and laughed when i told him that out of everyone in the house, im the closest to 21, so i can keep it. they also gave me $40, which all got spent today. i got a lot actually. i got a pair of jeans, a track jacket, and a pair of Pumas. i love pumas. they were on clearance for $30 something, but i had a $25 gift certificate bc i buy so many damn shoes there, so i ended up getting them for around $8 or something. yea. im that proud. I will never shop for a tie again. Brian found last night that he is to be a pall bearer (i dont know if thats how its spelled or not) for his friends mothers funeral tomorrow. he also found out that he could no longer find his only tie. guess who he asks to go get him one? ugh. never again will i buy a tie. im still not too sure how i feel about my mom getting married. I really like this guy and everything, but it feels like an intrusion on my life or something. i dont know. all i do know is that ive got laundry to do before tomorrow. ugh.