Listening to: Way Away- Yellowcard
Feeling: fedup
>>How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done
>>I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
>>I know that I've hurt you things will never be the same
>>The only love I'll ever knew, I threw it all away
So I feel incredibly lonely right now? What of it? I'm not quite sure why either, but I'm having a couple off days. Fluff and Roo slept over last night and we got onto a strange chain of topics, half about love. It's funny, but for the first time in a very long time, I actually completely believed in what I was saying and as much as they argued, I felt I was right. Love is over-rated and also taken for granted. Love doesn't even exist. It's just a word people made up for an emotion because humans have to classify everything as something. Why the hell does it matter so much to people to sway my oppinions? I won't even mention the other part of the conversation, but they say he apparently really "loved" me. I couldn't smile, couldn't reminiss... It means nothing to me now. It's funny that he's the one who made me believe this.
Bye
Dan