You know that thing that's been pent up forever and ever and all you want to do is get it out in the open so it stops bugging you and so you can go on with your life? I got it out in the open... Maybe I should have kept it where it was. I don't like making things awkward or upsetting people or well... I just don't like letting people down and maybe I did. Maybe I word vomited after all, but maybe it was worth it because at the same time it wasn't what I wanted, it seemed to make someone happy and that's what I was concerned about in the first place. Our chances in moving just went up double what they were or some high percentage of a chance that it's actually going to happen. Things actually got bad. My dad's actually making calls and waiting for calls back. It seems funny that it's actually happening when I've been in this area since I was five. Mind you that's eleven years and one school district of everyone knowing exactly who you are since pre-kindergarten. Starting over senior year or earlier is going to be very strange, but atleast if I don't like the school I'd only have to suffer a year, right? And after all, anything's better then rural hell. I got a track jacket today. This was the highlight of my day. I also say pretty emo boys at the mall. New clothes always make me giddy even if I'm the only person who appreciates them. I wanted to get a new poster too for when we do redo the wallpaper in my room (which I really don't see the point in now anyway) Maybe I'll just get a lot of new band posters. You can take those with you. You can't take pretty technicolor wall paper. I suppose that is all I've got to say. I feel like Bailey with green apple nails. Heee. (Inside joke, bastards) Ciao!