Mnnn... I don't feel well right now. It's dark in here and I'm shivering and my eyes are feeling heavy. I guess I should go to sleep. I /will/ go to sleep. I just found a site where I don't have to install a program to download music. I downloaded Armor for Sleep songs and all this other great stuff... Most of it is emo/screamo and damn depressing but I love it all. My CD list is growing. Psh... Like I fucking have money. Nnnn. A confession I've got to make? I love you... You know that. You don't know it's tearing me apart because this has gone past some physical need. I can't explain it here... Now. I wrote out my confession but I can't explain it to anyone. It'll only screw everything into the ground if I explain it. I've learned it's better not to talk. I think I'm PMSing. I think I'm just really tired... I'm in a whiney mood so deal with it. The bastard cut my finger at the nail place and the taco bell people are incompetant. I didn't even want fast food. Food in general is stupid. I'd like to live off fruit. I like fruit. I could go on a diet if I felt like it. It would be easy... I think. It's like I'm already on one. I don't even think this makes sense anymore. I'm going to quite with the angst and go to sleep... Hopefully I won't see that person in my dreams... Because I can't take the feeling of waking up alone anymore.