You can all fucking die. Stay out of my life, mmkay? Yeah. You're drama queens and annoying and have nothing better to do then make MY life hell. And go tell my mom I'm a depressed suicidal drama queen. It'll make me pee my pants laughing because you'll be trapped in your own lie. Wow. Let's just say it's never as easy as it seems. I wanted two things this year. TWO and now both are screwed into the ground. My parents say I can DEFINATLY go see the person I've wanted to see most in the world and now not even thanks to them it could be ruined and all I've done all week is cry and I can't stop. The other thing is now ruined because people open their big fat mouths and my parents freak out. Wow. I'm about ready to kill someone. They're like "You can get internet in your room, you can see any Broadway play you want" Yeah. Whatever. I didn't want that. I mean, it would be cool to watch TV and be online at the same time or see Chicago or RENT on Broadway but... I don't know. None of it's what I really wanted and even minus Marius it's not the one thing I want most. Why are people trying to buy my happiness right now with this stuff anyway? It's getting so stupid. I hate this so so so much.