♥If you only once would let me, Only just one time, Then be happy with the consequence, With whatever's gonna happen tonight, Don't think we're not serious, When's it ever not, The love we make is give and it's take, I'm game to play along, All I can say, I shouldn't say, Can we take a ride?, Get out of this place, While we still have time, All the best DJs are saving, Their slowest song for last, When the dance is through, Its me and you, Come on would it really be so bad?♥ This is going to be mushy and love-related and a completely unchangable unswayable emotion and oppinion so if you have a problem with any of that, I suggest you click the [x] at the top of the screen right off the bat, kthanx. So wow, today seriously has to have been one of the best days of my life. What did I do, do you ask? Well, it didn't require leaving the house. It had nothing to do with taking the first part of the SAT this morning. Hell, I'm not even fit to go out in public now I'm so exhausted and out of it. However, all it took was that one special someone literally talking to me all day. Everything feels perfect when I know I have them. It's the sickeningly sweet sort of emotion and it's been so long since I've felt like I'ved loved anyone. This isn't your average run-of-the-mill highschool love though. Oh no, see, even if we wanted that, it can't be like that. We've got too many miles between us and it teaches people to evaluate what love and companionship really is. You don't need physical affection to fall inlove with someone for their mind, body, and soul. You don't need to flash and flaunt around an elaborate relationship. All a person should really need is one other person in the world to love and care for them on the same level. We all need someone to think of before we go to sleep at night, to know that person is thinking of us too. Deep down, doesn't everyone just want a mutual relationship? Whether or not you want love is irrelevant, but in general, people date someone that they can atleast agree with on what type of a relationship they're going to have. One sided relationships never work. I have everything I need right now. I have my soul mate who means the entire world to me. They're funny, smart, beautiful, sweet, caring, witty, intelligent, wonderful, affectionate, and care about me more then anyone else I know. I have someone who loves me as much as I love them (If more-- So they say) It seems stupid to everyone I explain it to now, but someday, I assure you, it won't. Someday the pieces will all fit together and it will make sense. It won't be a "phase" or just some "compensation". It will be reality, and it will do more then prove a point. When I say more, I say proving a point is like icing on the cake. What it really is though is just something that is going to personally make me whole. We'll fall asleep side by side and hold hands when we're walking and drink tea because coffee is overrated. It won't be perfect. They'll be disputes, arguements, spats, and possably nights on the couch, but that's what makes it a reality. I don't want some fakeass relationship only full of forced smiles and overacted physical activities which override the lack of emotional value the two people share for one another. I want emotional before physical, but I want the give and take. I want to be consoling you when you hit rock bottom the same way I'd like you to be there for me. (As you already are in a sense) I doubt I could ever love anyone more then I love you right now- No, I know that's impossable. The rest of you bastards can call me cliqued, stupid, naive, whatever the hell you want, but honestly, I don't give a fuck at this point. I'm anticapating forever and the good thing about being mutually inlove is that generally when you agree on that, it happens a lot more often.