Listening to: Nickelback- Throw Yourself Away
Feeling: hurt
I must go to the one school in New York where the conservatives outway the liberals. (Atleast as far as the people I'm friends with) Pretty much all my friends are pro Bush/Cheney. Damnit, I just want them all to shut up at this point. xX;; First thing I get when I see my "best friend" before even a hello this morning is "Guess who won the election?" (Mind you I practically missed the bus watching coverage on it all morning) Argh! Kudos and props to all of you out there who aren't imposing your views and oppinions of others and outright critisizing friends because of them. I left school crying early today because so many people were in my face about the election, pretty much mocking my views right to my face. It's nice to know some people can have their oppinions and still have the maturity not to get nasty about them. -.-
I can't argue with people. I stutter and stumble and forget what I'm saying. I even say the wrong thing. I accidently said popular vote instead of electoral vote when I was making a statement and Fluff kept ragging on it. I'm like "I'd appreciate if you didn't talk about the election in front of me" Yeah, thanks for fucking honoring my request. I was ready to have a good day despite the election as something really nice happened to me last night. I wanted to tell someone and feel happy about it, but she just continued like I'm not there, talking about me like I'm not there... One of those times I'd love to slap her across the face. Thanks for cheering me up when I was fucking crying too because I'd rather talk about something that doesn't pull us all apart... That's real class there, guys.
I left today trying to explain that Bush didn't win. (Not that anyone pays attention to me anymore) Whether he's elected president for another four years or not, the close call on this election shows just how many people are against what he's doing now. If Bush does come out as president again, we can only hope he'll learn from his past mistakes and listen to the views of many of the people Kerry was representing as well as his own. I'm sure he's learned and discovered many things throughout this race. The best thing for our country now is if he took what he learned and put it to good use.
I hope all you Kerry/Edwards supporters feel better. I know I'm pretty bummed out now. Hey, we've still got a little hope though... And it's nice to know that whether or not Bush is re-elected, there are still so many other people out there that share in many of my political views.
I'll close this up though simply saying I went to bed last night happier then I have in a long time. You can't manufacture a smile like the one I had and it's simply for someone who can always cheer me up. Atleast for a little while I was happy. Hopefully I'll be able to feel that way again soon... Maybe I should seriously ignore my "friends" until this whole election is over- For the sake of my own sanity.
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