Alright, I'm writing, but I have no idea what to say. I went to the mall with Roo yesterday and lost $50 worth of school clothes because I left the bag at Mandee and the evil lady behind the register with bad teeth took it. (I know she did) Yeah, that's what I get for shopping at Mandee anyway. I don't even like the store, damnit! I got fishnet knee socks and a sweater vest though. Who would have thought? Yeah, I don't want to think about clothes right now... Or the fact that I need a shower. ^^; I also need a life, and someone to snuggle. Kat, you shall forever be my virtual cuddle-buddy but, snuggles that are physical are lovely too! Maybe if I wasn't so lazy or if I could stay on the same idea for an extended period of time, I'd be able to find someone. Yeah, I think I'm going to start taking something before school starts to help my concentration a bit. It should help with my driving as well and my writing and the fact that 45 minutes into a story, I get swayed and bored. I really am against medicines that alter your state of mind, but I really need to see if this will help. It won't hurt my weight or anything either... Which is the first thing I asked. Nope, if anything it's loss of apetite which I really wouldn't mind so why not? Maybe it'll help me with testing at school as well. Yeah, I'm rambling about boring topics. I'm sorry... But as Kat was saying when we were talking last night (ph33r me talking about her since we talked all night) But yeah, as she was saying, it gets boring and frusterating to read diaries with kiddies either slit-my-wrists depressed emo or obsessed with a significant other. I'm the most emo kid I know. I cry constantly... Songs, movies, novels, RPs... You name it, I get so emotional over things. But hey, I -don't- inflict pain on myself unless I slam my fist down on something. No cutting though. Honestly, cutting isn't something to be proud of. It was a fad. Get over it. I also learned obsession in a relationship only leads to trouble. I'm hoping I want fall down that path again. Hmmm... I'm realizing my ex is on vaca with his girlfriend overnight as yeah, it does bother me a little... But in the end, it's no use being that upset over. Things happen, things end, life goes on. Sorry... I've been rambling now, haven't I? Wow, I want to watch Mulan. (Sorry I could only find Pochahantas) Ok, we're strange kids when we think Miko and Percy are having an affair, Thomas and John Smith or banging until John meets Phochahantas the hermaphrodite... Oh, and Radcliff's inlove with John too but Wiggins in his sex slave. Yeah, Pochy is such a wonderful orgy movie. I'm going to find Mulan today... I promise. Wow, ok. Now I must talk to my Fluff and get breakfast because I've been going through Fluff and breakfast withdrawal. Yes, Breakfast at 2:00 PM. Yum! Adieu!