Wow, I got to hang out with my Fluffy last night. That was fun. I've missed everyone this summer but... At the same time, I still have those feelings that I did the right thing by not seeing them? I don't know. Maybe I'll get over it soon. I'm almost excited for school the day after tomorrow. -Almost- Gym and English with Fluff is going to rawk and science with my one and only Brendita will be awesome as well and she might get to eat lunch with me and we'll chill in the art room too! Words can't even express how much I've missed her company this summer. Even tough love is better then no love, right? Right. Yeah, I'm already feeling proud again cause I denied an offer to do something not so sXe or whatever you call it. I guess I'm completely staying away from stuff now... Maybe it's suddenly this fad to stay clean, but it's one I like and one I plan to stick to even when the "craze" is over. Why ruin my life like that? Hmmm... Now, good news and bad news. (Mostly bad news actually) I suppose the good news is my lovely Alek wants to go to homecoming with me... The bad news is it doesn't seem like that will happen now. *tear* The other bad news is more personal and a huge dissapointment to me as a person. I guess maybe it was something I suspected all along but having it confirmed when someone is screaming at you? Not fun. And I'm NOT going to say what because as said before, some people are nosey, don't mind their business, and seem to blow things out of proportion. Yeah, so that's me lately. I got a complaint from Alberto that I never update my journals so here's an update for ya'all. Bleh. Now I have to shower up, feed the neighbors cat, and maybe try to write a letter to Shaun who seems to have dropped off the face of the earth. And to end this off, I'll just say how much I miss and luff my Kat and just so she knows, I'm always up for a phone call. School starting is going to suck because that means less time to talk to Kat, Alek, Sami, Britches, and everyone else online. Ok, enough of my emo-ness. I've got shit to do.