Might be moving within the year... No joke. I'm excited. I'm happy. Why? Because I'd only be here another year anyway and moving would give me a chance to start over somewhere fresh and new. I'm going to miss everyone here if I move... But if we do move to LI, atleast I can simply take the bus back to visit or learn the highway routes to drive home. Dad was saying how great of an opportunity it would be to live so close to NYC and that I could easily get a real appartment in the CD and go to college there because we could afford it. He was talking about how I should get a liberal arts major at first... Wow, it's like one conversation and it all seems like it could happen. I mean, if we moved to LI and then I went to college in the city, everyone including my extended family would only be an hour away. I could visit every weekend and never have to worry about being completely alone and not having anyone to help hook up my computer... Or phone lines... And I'd always have a place to get my nails done in the city. Wow, I'm going off now and completely giddy, but it would be great to spend senior year at a new school and meet lots of new pretty boys and girls. And of course, me and Sarah could have sleep overs whenever and I could meet her sexy fetish with his lip ring and it would be hot stuff. It's like ever since I was as young as I can remember, I wanted to be down there and maybe now we actually can. I'll have a beach of my own. I told Kat if I go there for the summer I can call her from my beach and she can call me from hers and we'll be on completely opposite coasts. It sounds slightly romantic in a way... Like it's all the same ocean or something. Well, same water anyway. I don't know why they named different sections different things anyway. At any rate, I'm rambling now but kinda hoping that we'll get this opportunity because it will only open more options up for me further down the road. Well, adios kiddos. < 3 And... Whether I move or not, I do love you all and to the few friends I have... I will come back and visit. I suppose the friendship it wouldn't affect in the least is Kat. We'd still get to talk the same ammount of time and I'll have computer access wherever I go. Yeah so... Don't hate me? I probably come off giddy and am not rationalizing in this entry... But can you blame me for screaming for joy at the first chance of FINALLY getting out of this god-forsaken town?