Wow... Kat inspired me to redo this thing again. Hopefully I'll keep this one for awhile. It gets aggravating to be changing it 24/7. xD Heh. Well, today was a shitty day if there ever was one. Long story short, it's not going to happen and it's never going to happen. He's just not interested in me and I need to realize and get over that. Hell, it's not like he even needs to say it, it should just be clear to me and yet for some reason I'm still holding onto the idea that we have a possability... I don't know. Maybe I was just trying to be optomistic for once. It feels so empty to not really have feelings for anyone to a real extent... Not at my school anyway. There is someone I have feelings for, but that's a lost cause and something that could never happen. I'm just doomed to be lonely or be somebody's back door lover for the rest of my highschool career and that's that. In social studies fascists were gay-bashing again, in health we had to watch drug commericals where these lab rats ate drugs and died because of it and it's apparently FDA approved. (sick fucks) Mr. Pericone said these animals were saving people's lives, but since the animal's don't have a choice or say in the matter, is it really fair? I don't know... How can I say one thing against animal testing and then be in favor of stem cell research if an abortion is done in the first three months? Perhaps I'm a little hypocritical in this... Then Brandon walked Allison to some class and I had this dissapointment because he never walks me all the way to class and Mr. Botting changed our seats in science so now I sit next to some kid who's handwriting is too sloppy to copy and smelled like farts the whole time. It wasn't a fun experiance. Plus, me and Rachel were arguing about shit all day. Damnit, I just want Kat to get home so I can talk to her... Either that or I want to sleep my bad day away. Beats the hell outta reliving it now.