So I'm sorry again. (If you read this) Cause I brought this upon myself, but thanks for being there anyway. Guess we have to be more careful what we wish for when we say we just want someone to hold us... Because it's never just that and even if it is, suddenly when you know that's all it is, it feels so fucking empty... Or maybe that's just a product of the situation. And in the end it's not a logical dream to want someone to just hold you and never let go because sooner or later, they will let go and you just have to smile. Smile because you're best friends and that's not changing anytime soon. It's nice to have someone here. Atleast one void's beggining to be filled... Now I'm just waiting in desperation for the other one to as well. I hope this makes sense. I'm ok.