{I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain} I'm giddy and happy and want to believe it's true because for a few moments, I felt like the happiest girl ever... For the simple reason of getting to say I'm with him for one night. I miss when everything was that easy, when all you longed for was a kiss and nothing more nothing less, nothing less then you're school girl crush which wasn't just you settling for less. The worst feeling is the hurt that comes from settling... Then realizing down the road what the lesson learned truly was. The greatest feeling in life is that sense of accomplishment you feel for waiting around for what's right- Not just in a romantic way, but in the sense of schooling oportunities, friendships... Even clothing on sale. I guess it just makes me happy that for once I'm actually getting to see even a little twinge of what I originally wanted. To be lifted up by friends and those who care to the point of realization that I shouldn't be treated like a play thing is something I thank them for. I don't deserve to lurk in the shadows and play the other girl anymore now do I?