Well, here we are back at square one... The whole dillema where I'm unsure what the hell is going on. This is so uncool. How many days had a lasted before I was stuck being confused about everything again? I think we had a record, folks. Atleast it's easier now though. Really, it is. I straightened things out, I stood up for myself, and I took a stand for what I wanted. Really, I had to make it about me and what I want for once, and somehow even though there is some confusion now... There's far less then before. It's funny the way things work out with friendships and the like. It's completely the opposite of what I'd originally thought would "be best" I guess it just got to a point where I had to ask myself "Am I really happy with this?" and then everything went from there. So it's been a busy week. It's only bound to get busier... Easter Sunday we sat home and watched Napoleon Dynamite... Then Monday The Llama and I were shopping in Vestal all day. Upon getting home, I was bombarded with phonecalls and then fell back asleep. So yeah, later in the evening Dan came over, and we watched Mallrats and half of American Psycho. It was a super-fun evening though. I'm happy to be getting to know someone I can relate to so well and actually have in depth conversations with. He's a really cool guy. And as I've said before, I'm through with getting too personal in blog entries so... I leave it at that. Today Al and Emma woke me up early with phonecalls saying I had to get to the school to paint the set so I got my ass down there and we painted with Muggy and Jordan and got bagels. Mmmm, chocolate chip cream cheese. =) I actually got work done. Heh. I feel like I've actually contributed something to this play seeing as I'm definatly not doing an award winning acting in it. It was a good experiance though... Anything involving art usually is for me. Tomorrow I've got a dentist's appointment and then more set painting, Thursday The Llama is taking me up to Ithaca. I can get something to wear to Rocky at Evolution!! Woohoo! Vinyl! Yeah, I'm like pee-your-pants excited about this. =) Evolution is my favorite of all favorite stores. Hah. (Again, sounding like I'm seven years old) then of course, Friday I see Dr. P and Friday night is Shocky and being reunited with Fluffy, Kyle and Kelly as well. Woot! -Seeing Dan, Muggy, Al, Emma, Paco, and everyone else is a plus too. Finally, Saturday is the midnight showing of Rocky!! Woohoo!! I shall finally get to see my long lost Roo again and all will be right in the world. YEE HAW! It'll be just like old times at RHPS. So yeah, that will be my week... And the funny thing is, anyone who actually knows me well can probably realize I wasn't that happy when I wrote most of this entry. I mean, I have happy things to look forward to and I am generally happy with life right now but... Something missing.