Where in the world Tell me where in the world Can I live now without your love How on the earth Tell me how on the earth Can I stay now that you are gone I feel extremely lonely right now. I miss alot of things that I probably shouldn't be missing. There's only so long that plastic smiles and broken hearts can be manufactured to create the facade of protection. I'm a little weary around the edges and somehow he found his way through to that awkward place I thought I lost years back. Now I'm stumbling over words and falling head over heals. My heart is back on my sweater and like a kitten he's unknowingly pulling out the seams and threads. I feel sick and they just don't care anymore. Everyone's tired of a two-bit performance from a dancer with two left feet. No one wants love from a five dollar whore who charges more then five dollars. I've got this cynical sick and twisted perception of reality, each thought more perverted then the last, but you'll never know dear, how much I love you. You appreciate the hostility and don't try to fucking tell me otherwise. Here comes my demise and you won't see a thing, turning around before you see my heart breaking. Hire a hitman so you can be oh just everything you ever lived up to be- Avoidant. You asked me why I dated my ex if he was an asshole. I replied "I didn't know in the beggining... He wasn't like that to start" And for a moment a silence fluttered over the room, sketching sounds sounding as you drew your own destiny. "Are they ever?" You replied. Your answer's clear as day. It's one more sad love song with one more lesson I forgot to learn. What will I do, lonely as you?