"Safe from truth... Choice... Pain, and other poisoned devils. They're sayin' they don't give a fuck about you, like I do. Just stay with me; safe and ignorant. Go back to sleep." Wow, I felt uber emo today. I don't know why I've been so drained and upset lately. We learned in health today that dizzyness can be an effect of not eating or not eating properly. Maybe I'm not eating enough and that's why I'm like constantly dizzy... Just a thought. I have virtually no life anymore. I suppose I could, but I choose not to. I went to Becky's yesterday though. We had fun. She's a super-cool kid and her mom is awesome too. Yay! I suppose there's a little hint of a life, huh? She wanted me to come over again today, but I said I couldn't. I promised Kat I'd be home and I don't like going back on promises. *sighs* Speaking of which, she should get better soon... There's a Rocky this weekend, but I doubt I'm going. I didn't ask long enough in advance and I'll just get yelled at for asking now so it's not really worth my time and effort. I'll go to the Christmas one though and it will be uber sexy. Maybe I'll even make a Christmassy whore outfit- Oh crap. Long Island. Wow, I really need to find out when I'm doing what, huh? Well, that's all I actually wanna write. I'm really tired and my fingers hurt from typing a 5 page thematic essay and RPing since 3:30... What I wouldn't do from this one... ^_^ I suppose it's not really something I can clearly explain though... Just mutual happiness (Atleast I hope)