life couldnt be better at this point. :D everything is working out and i am so happy! my goodness. i cant even being to describe the elation i am feeling right now. i talked to my guy last night and finally things worked out. we talked for ages! the my older sister kicked me off the computer but before she did, he said "remember what that one girl asked and you said "i wish"? if you'd like that wish could come true. if you'd like I'll just tell you everything instead of vaugeness." so, for those of you who felt that this was too boring to follow, he is mine, maybe not forever (oh I hope forever!), but mine none the less, which is all i could have dreamed for. i am so in love with him. he has been the one constant, steady person i have had in my life for almost a year and for that, i am forever grateful. i cherish what we have, will have, and have had, be it friendship, or something beyond that. im sure for a lot of people this was endlessly boring, but all the same. great things never change. to this man, you know who you are. i love you.