Wow. I've never really felt like I was going to be left behind...now I kinda do. Not that I'm not happy for them, really I am. I just feel like everyone else is going on with their lives and I'm just kind of here. Stuck. Alone. Which is crazy. I'm not. But sometimes it kind of feels that way. She is my second close friend to be getting married. I'm not even seeing anyone! Okay not that that is a huge deal. But I still feel....I don't know...lost? I always thought I'd be one of the first of my friends married. Not that I hold any kind of grudge against Dan and Hollie. But I have to admit I always thought I'd be married before her. Not that it really matters. She just found the perfect person for her before I did. And yeah I've got plenty of time, I'm not even 19 yet (almost, though, less than a month). I just wish someone good would come into my life instead of all the jerks I seem to get stuck with (Hollie and I have discussed this. I attract only jerk, though only God will ever know why). Anyways, I'm going to stop my rambling for the night and leave you all in peace. Good night, all. Peace out.