So. I freaking want to move out. Like I really can't stay living in this house anymore. Noah said that we'd start looking for apartments.

I guess his mom said something to him today about it. She lent us $400 to get new tires for the car. When she was talking to Noah about us moving out, she told him she didn't want us moving out until we'd paid her back.

She screams about how we have to get out now, then we start looking for apartments and she doesn't want us to go until she's got her money.

Which is highly ironic, seeing as how she owes Noah nearly $10,000 from paying for groceries the last two years. She promised him when he got home from his mission that she would pay him back for all the grocery money he spent.

Of course, she won't just use the money she lent us to get tires for the car as partial payment of what she owes Noah.

But Noah also won't tell her that he wants the money she owes. Because he doesn't think she really needs to pay him back. But I don't think its fair or right when you are perfectly capable of getting a job to make your son pay for all your stuff. He told me that I can tell her that its not right for her to demand the money that she owes him, but basically he's not going to say it. And that is frustrating as all get out.

I'm so sick of living here with my mother-in-law. The basement room that we live in never is clean enough to suit her, she hovers over me when I clean the bathroom down there, she hovers over me when I cook. And yet no matter what I do for her, she says thanks, but only like its something that is due to her.

I want to move out, and Noah really doesn't. But I can't stay here and stay sane.