Maybe my feelings don't make a difference to the person they are intended for. The certainly don't seem to. Good thing I am going away to my aunt's house this weekend. My cousin Landon's friends are pretty good looking. Sam is, at any rate. I can't really remember what Chase looks like (its been almost three years since I have seen him). Chase used to have a crush on me, my friend Echo Walker said he would go beat red whenever my name was mentioned. I wonder... I'm hoping my family will head out of here at six-thirty ish on Friday because if we got there early enough (Yeah I know, like 10 is early..I guess it is to some of you) then I can get Landon to take me with him to hang out with the guys. Thats always fun. Then again, I will have all of Saturday to hang out with everyone and then a bit on Sunday (which is when we will be coming home, sadly) so its not like I wont get to see my friends, but I want to be able to hang out with them as much as possible. How come you have enough time to go out and make other people fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the one who already does? This is the question for the one I love. Perhaps he will be so good as to answer it for me. But probably not.